She died tonight around seven, about an hour ago.
She had a huge tumour in her belly, possibly attached to her liver or pancreas. It must have caused her much her pain - she was a tough old dog though, and never flinched... up to today.
She was a miserable dog today and clearly in pain. We had a deal, me and her - she'd make my life great as long as I took care of her. Tonight, I took care of her best I could for the very last time.
We went at the end of the evening open hour. The vet checked her out and left no doubt - there was nothing to be done, she was in pain and things were not going to get better. We were alone at the vets, with four assistants and a student vet. Together, we petted her and cuddled her and fed her an entire bag full of doggie sweets. Happy as a clam, she walked about till the injection made her go down and sleep. After about fifteen minutes she got the second shot and then it was over. She was happy till the very last and died with dignity.
Fifteen and a half years, a good age. It's always too soon, though.
I will miss her terribly. Thank you for everything, my sweet girl.
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